A: Wahh B, treat me so good merr..? haha
B: haha.. ya lo.. heng dai ma..
A: LOL.. I see.. yeah.. still.. Thank you then..
B: lol.. not always also d meh?
A: haha. my mistake. yeah. always..
B: haha.. yeah!
A simple conversation like this had return me a true friend.
Had some argue with some friends before this which cause me to learn something through out the whole problem. Had allow me to learn how something which is valuable than what I am studying now for my SPM. Had also gave me a chance to do a reflect test on my own. And now, problem had already gone away and I had learn something new and did some changes. Changing to be good?? Perhaps yes. I had back friends just like originally, hang out together and also study together. A conflict between you and me had make me to be better in my future life, through the reflect of myself, I admit, I am wrong, I might be too 'dai lou' in the group which I did all the decision, did the planning for you all without thinking how do you all feel, taking you all weakness as a joke. But, in a truly way, I did not look down to every single one of you before, I also wish you all could as me that 'success' in the life. Maybe, my way of expression could not really express what I actually think. Maybe, my way of thinking is negative when the point of view is different.
有人说：“一个缺口的杯子，换个角度来看，它仍然是圆的。”
但我说：“我的想法与看法，换个角度来看，它不是完美的。”
往往我个人的想法与做事的手段，不是人人都可接受，
不是人人可以服从，但我一直忽略这一点。
因此，日夜堆积，种种的误会及我过分的行为也埋没在你们的心理。
日夜堆积，你们也渐渐习惯了这样的我，也渐渐的越来越依靠我为你们的安排。
但，我非常感谢你们有曾告诉我，我的弱点，告诉了我这无奈的行为。经过这件事后，
我明白我应该做出改变，只有改变才会挽回我们的友情。经过这件事后，我也明白在这世上，
没有人会因没了谁而活不下去，在世上，人人是平等的，我做到的事，别人也能做到，
只是，看他努不努力。
因此，我更不应该为了他不努力争取未来而担心，更不应该为了他睡不醒而感到担忧因为，这是他们的选择，也可能并不是他们没努力过，
只是努力到累了，只是想休息一会儿。所以，我只能给与劝告，而不是责骂。
也没权责骂，因为我不是完美的。
在此，我想诚心的向你们道歉，道歉我一自以来霸道的行为。
对不起。
幸运的是我来得及挽回我们的友情，来得及做出改变。我非常庆幸我还是你们的兄弟。
也幸运，我上了人生这宝贵的一课。
一日兄弟，永远兄弟。
